門虛掩著，外面響起"噼叭"聲和嘆氣聲，不用猜，一定是爸爸在為我的學(xué)習(xí)憂慮。

The door is open, and there are & quot; crackle & quot; and sighs outside. Don't guess, it must be dad who is worried about my study.

不知從何時開始，我和他的對話中好像就只剩下學(xué)習(xí)了，他對我成績的在意大約已遠(yuǎn)遠(yuǎn)超過對我的關(guān)心了吧！

I don't know when to start. It seems that only study is left in my conversation with him. His concern for my performance is far more than that for me!

或許他心里那扇名為愛的門早已關(guān)閉了。

Perhaps the door of love in his heart was already closed.

我想，自己不再是一個幸福的孩子了，因為那所謂的代溝阻隔了一切，而我就像是冬日里縮在洞里的熊，早已忘記了蜂蜜的甜美。

I think I'm no longer a happy child, because the so-called generation gap blocks everything, and I'm like a bear in a hole in winter, and I've forgotten the sweetness of honey.

嘲笑著自己，我伏回臺燈下繼續(xù)奮笑疾書，突然間，我的腿又疼痛起來，我的腿是受過傷的，總是不明所以地疼痛。

Laughing at myself, I fell back to the desk lamp and continued to laugh and write. Suddenly, my legs hurt again. My legs are hurt, and I always feel pain.

正考慮著該不該叫他，卻因一聲呻吟而把他喚來了，他推開門，二話不說背起我朝醫(yī)院走去。

He was thinking about whether to call him, but he called him because of a groan. He opened the door and walked towards the hospital without saying anything.

好久都沒有這樣靜靜地伏在爸爸的背上了，直到此時才發(fā)現(xiàn)他的背竟如此單薄，記憶中爸爸的背是世界上最寬大、厚實的，小時候的我總是那么調(diào)皮，扒住他的背就不肯下來，而他只是寵愛地拍拍我小小的背，穩(wěn)穩(wěn)地走著。

For a long time, I didn't lie on my father's back so quietly. Until now, I found that his back was so thin. In my memory, my father's back was the most generous and thick in the world. When I was a child, I was always so naughty. I would not come down if I grabbed his back, but he just patted my little back fondly and walked steadily.

爸爸的頭發(fā)里何時埋藏了如此多的銀絲，一根根這樣醒目，刺痛了我的雙眼，衰老來的這么快，在我不經(jīng)意間就纏住了爸爸，我緊緊地圈住他的脖子，這一刻竟好擔(dān)心他的衰老，好擔(dān)心他一天天削瘦的背，好擔(dān)心他一夜夜增多的銀絲，好擔(dān)心自己總有一天會抓不住爸爸的步伐。

When are so many silver wires buried in dad's hair? One of them is so eye-catching. They hurt my eyes. Aging is coming so fast. I accidentally entangled dad. I tightly encircled his neck. At this moment, I was worried about his aging. I was worried about his thin back every day. I was worried about the increase of silver wires all night. I was worried that I would not catch them someday Dad's pace.

夜里的風(fēng)很涼，但我卻很溫暖，爸爸的背上濕了一片，那是我的淚，因感動而落下的淚。

The wind at night is very cold, but I am very warm. My father's back is wet. It's my tears, tears falling because of moving.

醫(yī)生仔細(xì)地檢查著我的腿，我再笨、再傻也能讀懂爸爸眼中的緊張與急切。

The doctor examined my leg carefully. I could understand the tension and eagerness in my father's eyes no matter how stupid or stupid I was.

突然發(fā)現(xiàn)自己其實很幸福，我能清楚地看到爸爸心底那扇愛的門敞開著。

Suddenly I found myself very happy. I could see clearly that the door of love in my father's heart was open.

記憶如潮水般涌來：他不厭其煩地為我講解難題；他細(xì)心地為我挑去魚肉上的刺；他體貼地為我蓋上踢落的被子；他靜靜地守在我的病床邊……

Memories flood in like a flood: he explains the difficult problems for me endlessly; he carefully picks out the fish bones for me; he covers the kicked quilt for me thoughtfully; he stays by my bed quietly

夠了，這點點滴滴珍珠般寶貴的回憶足已證明自己有多么幸福。

Enough, the precious pearl like memories have proved how happy you are.

我想，我要的就是這種可以放在手心溫柔凝望的小幸福。

I think, what I want is this kind of small happiness that can be placed in the palm of my hand and gazed at gently.

父愛就好似一扇門，站在門外的我以為它冰冷、無情，走進去才發(fā)現(xiàn)，里面就好似流星劃過天際般絢爛，又似蔓陀羅綻放般絕美。

Father's love is like a door. I think it's cold and heartless. I found it when I walked in. It's as gorgeous as a meteor across the sky and as beautiful as a Mandra.