一次次的爭吵使我變得封閉；一重重的封閉使我變得消沉；一抹抹的消沉讓我認為脫離了父母，讓我認為我是一塊拒絕融化的冰。

Time after time, the quarrel makes me closed; a heavy closure makes me depressed; a little depression makes me think that I am separated from my parents and that I am a piece of ice that refuses to melt.

于是，我便將自己反鎖在"孤獨"的大屋中，屋前有一條叫"代溝"的大河，沒有架上橋。大屋的每扇門上都掛著刻有"封閉"的鎖，鎖上的鑰匙卻早已被我扔出了圍墻。

So I locked myself in the lonely house, in front of which there was a river called the generation gap, without a bridge. Every door in the big house is hung with a lock engraved with & quot; closed & quot;, and the key to the lock has already been thrown out of the wall by me.

曾幾何時，我以為聽著MP3，哼著小曲的生活是快樂的；曾幾何時，我以為拒絕關愛，反抗到底是瀟灑的；曾幾何時，我以為心房已被牢牢鎖住，可--

Once upon a time, I thought that listening to MP3 and humming ditty was a happy life; once upon a time, I thought it was natural to refuse to care and resist; once upon a time, I thought that my heart had been locked tightly--

一切的醒悟來的并不遲。就在這學期，該死的學業(yè)壓得我吃不消，我使被"流感"入侵了，當躺在床上，只覺得頭暈乎乎的，我知道我完蛋了--發(fā)燒。這在平時本是芝麻綠豆大點兒小事，可如今，本姑娘正面臨中考，哪經(jīng)得起這一折騰??！算了吧，我便吞了幾粒退燒藥，撐著發(fā)悶的腦袋上學去了。這一天也就這么過去了，只覺得昏昏沉沉，連手腳都難以控制。

It's not too late to wake up. Just this semester, I was overwhelmed by the damn academic pressure. I was invaded by the flu. When I was lying in bed, I felt dizzy. I knew that I was finished - fever. This is usually a small matter, but now, I'm facing a high school entrance examination, how can I stand this toss! Come on, I'll take some antipyretics and go to school with my stuffy head on. That's how the day passed. I just felt dizzy and unable to control my hands and feet.

好不容易撐到了家，我一反常態(tài)，甩下書包就躺了下來，迷迷糊糊也就睡著了。

I managed to stay at home. I was out of the ordinary. I left my bag and lay down. I fell asleep.

夜深了，隱約聽到了機械鐘"答答"的聲響，我撐起上眼皮，燈亮著，可床頭卻多了個點滴瓶，我的手不覺得顫動了一下，這才覺得有點兒疼。順道兒看了一下鐘，呀，都2點了！

In the dark of the night, I heard the sound of the mechanical clock. I held up my eyelids and the light was on, but there was a drop bottle on the head of the bed. My hand didn't vibrate for a moment, which made me feel a little hurt. By the way, I looked at the clock. It's 2 o'clock!

這時，我發(fā)現(xiàn)有人進我房間了，下意識地，我閉上了雙眼，是醫(yī)生嗎？我揣測著。"孩子啊，累了吧，真是像你爸，倔得不得了，怎么病了也不吱聲呢……"原來是媽媽，怎么，她怎么還沒睡，我不覺心頭一顫。不一會兒，又睡得香了。

At this time, I found someone came into my room, subconsciously, I closed my eyes, is it a doctor? I guess. &My child, I'm tired. I'm really like your father. I'm so stubborn that I can't speak even when I'm sick &It turns out that it's mom. How come she hasn't slept? I don't feel a tremor. After a while, I fell asleep again.

再一次醒來，天還沒亮，才3點多，只覺得手臂被什么壓麻了，定晴一看，竟是媽媽。我這一醒，把她也吵醒了，她睜開睡眼，布滿血絲的眼望著我，問道："是餓了吧，媽媽幫你去燒點面條。"說著，便蹣跚離開了。

When I woke up again, it wasn't light, just over 3 o'clock. I just felt my arm was numb by some pressure. When I saw Dingqing, it was my mother. When I woke up, she woke up too. She opened her eyes and looked at me with bloodshot eyes. She asked, & quot; I'm hungry. Mum will help you cook some noodles. &As he spoke, he staggered away.

又是心頭一顫，雙眼模糊了。

Again, my heart quivered and my eyes blurred.

即時的醒悟，我發(fā)現(xiàn)我的心房原來是開著的。用心去感受，我懂得了接受，母親用關愛這把萬能鑰匙，揭開了我心中的鎖，我化了。

Instant awakening, I found that my heart was open. Feeling with heart, I know how to accept. My mother opened the lock in my heart with the universal key of love, and I became.