小時候，曾學(xué)過很長時間的簡筆畫，畫過的物品各式各樣，頭像只畫過兩個：一個是大眼睛的小姑娘，另一個是嘴上有著“一”字胡的瘦削的中年人。

When I was a child, I used to learn a long time of simple strokes. I drew a variety of objects. There were only two head portraits: one was a girl with big eyes, the other was a thin middle-aged man with a "I" character on his mouth.

那時候并不知道這個中年人的側(cè)面像畫的是魯迅，只知道他的胡子很像一個隸書的“一”，如果把“一”字畫得直一些，圓滿一些．老師就會用紅筆在下邊批一個挺高的分?jǐn)?shù)。于是便整天練著畫中年人的胡子，精雕細(xì)刻地描畫著一個個“一”。

At that time, I didn't know that Lu Xun painted the profile of this middle-aged man. I only knew that his beard was very similar to the "one" in official script. If I drew the "one" straightly and perfectly, the teacher would use a red pen to mark a high score. So he practiced painting the beard of middle-aged people all day long, elaborately depicting one by one.

后來讀了《一面》，就在每次畫畫的時候，將中年人的嘴角畫得翹起來，很夸張的樣子。因?yàn)槲也滤窍矚g孩子的，會對我笑。每每有人看了這樣的畫，都不相信畫的是魯迅，信了的就怪怪地看著我，然后一言不發(fā)地走掉。“他經(jīng)常罵人的，很嚴(yán)肅?！绷硪恍┤诵ξ卣f，糾正我的錯誤。于是我就抱起畫冊，一言不發(fā)地走掉。

Later, I read "one side". I drew the corners of the middle-aged people's mouths in an exaggerated way every time I drew. Because I guess he likes children and will laugh at me. Every time someone saw such a painting, they didn't believe that Lu Xun was the one who drew it. When they did, they looked at me strangely and left without saying a word. "He often swears and is very serious." Others laughed and said, correct my mistake. So I picked up the album and left without saying a word.

至今沒有成功地畫出魯迅的樣子。面部線條的逼真被直直的胡子和夸張的嘴角掩蓋了。感覺到魯迅的銳利和其背后的悲憫，我卻只能用有些造作的胡子和虛偽的嘴角來表達(dá)，笨拙地希望別人能理解他，說不上崇拜，而是一種升華了的尊敬。因?yàn)橛浀靡痪湓挘骸皼]有見到過星空的民族不會想到要探索宇宙?！彼砸恢惫虉?zhí)地認(rèn)為魯迅是他那個時代少數(shù)仰望過星空的人之一，因?yàn)楸葎e人看得更高更遠(yuǎn)，才有別人體會不到的深刻和悲涼。總覺得他對待祖國如同對待自己一個走上歧路的至親，即使狠狠地鞭笞對方，仍然飽含著深沉的愛。或者，正因?yàn)橛袗郏圆庞屑怃J的目光和評判吧。

Up to now, Lu Xun has not been successfully painted. The lifelike lines of the face are covered by a straight beard and exaggerated corners of the mouth. I feel Lu Xun's sharpness and the compassion behind it, but I can only express it with some artificial beard and hypocritical corners of the mouth. I clumsily hope that others can understand him, not worship, but a sublimated respect. Because I remember a saying: "people who haven't seen the stars don't want to explore the universe." Therefore, Lu Xun has been stubbornly considered as one of the few people who looked up at the starry sky in his time. Only when they looked higher and farther than others, could they feel the deep and sad that others could not. He always felt that he treated his motherland as if he were a close relative who went astray. Even though he severely flogged each other, he was still full of deep love. Or, just because there is love, so there are sharp eyes and judgments.

很多文人“活著”，靠著魯迅死后人們轉(zhuǎn)托在他們身上的尊敬，這股力量如此之大，以至于可以養(yǎng)活這許許多多的“文人”。魯迅的嘴角依然微微地上揚(yáng)，“一”字胡仍舊直直的，夸張地微笑，夸張地嚴(yán)肅，用瘦削的手點(diǎn)一枝煙，用銳利的目光看著這個世界，“笑到咳嗽”，笑人們的愚蠢和冷漠，躲在嚴(yán)肅的外表后面，慈愛地笑，表達(dá)著自己對這個世界的憐愛。

Many literati "live", relying on the respect people entrusted to them after Lu Xun's death, this power is so great that they can support so many "literati". Lu Xun's mouth is still slightly raised, "Yi" Hu is still straight, exaggerated smile, exaggerated serious, light a cigarette with thin hand, look at the world with sharp eyes, "laugh to cough", laugh at people's stupidity and indifference, hide behind the serious appearance, smile lovingly, expressing his love for the world.