燈光下，我嬌滴滴地躺在媽媽懷里，一口氣向媽媽傾吐著憋了許久的心里話：

Under the light, I was lying in my mother's arms, saying to her for a long time:

“媽媽，我從小失去父親。是您，既給了我母愛，又給了我父愛，使我從未感受過失去父親的悲哀和寂寞。也正是您教給我做人的道理，使我健康、幸福地成長。媽媽，我要謝謝您。

"Mom, I lost my father when I was little. It's you who give me both mother's love and father's love, which makes me never feel the sadness and loneliness of losing my father. It's the truth you taught me to be a human being that makes me grow up healthily and happily. Mom, I want to thank you.

“媽媽，您知道嗎？我發(fā)現(xiàn)您近幾年來老多了，兩鬢也過早地出現(xiàn)了白發(fā)。記得那次，您買米回家，爬樓梯是那樣的氣喘吁吁，坐了好一會兒還沒有能緩過氣來。是的，您是老了許多，而我還太小，不懂事，常常惹您生氣，但那次，我哭了，偷偷地哭了。我從那天起便萌生了一個念頭，那就是再給我找個爸爸吧。從此，我便開始在心中勾勒我想像中的爸爸。那次，我沒說，可不久后和您一起去郊游，使我再一次有了這個想法。

"Mom, do you know? I find that you are much older in recent years, and your sideburns are also prematurely gray. Remember that time, when you bought rice and went home, you were so breathless when you climbed the stairs. After sitting for a long time, you still couldn't breathe. Yes, you are a lot older, and I am too young, not sensible, often make you angry, but that time, I cried, secretly cried. I had an idea from that day, that is to find another father for me. From then on, I began to sketch my imaginary father in my heart. At that time, I didn't say, but I went on an outing with you soon, which made me have this idea again.

“媽媽，您還記得那次郊游嗎？那天，您帶我參加了您單位組織的郊游。記得，那天吃午飯的時候，我忽然肚子痛起來，痛得在地上打滾，您當時都急哭了。這時，是他，和您一個辦公室的張叔叔抱起了我，攔了輛汽車，把我送進了醫(yī)院。您知道嗎？就在他抱起我的一剎那間，我突然覺得他就像爸爸一樣，我覺得一直在我心中勾勒的模糊的圖像一下子清晰了。我躺在他懷中，覺得好暖和，好暖和呀。

"Mom, do you remember that outing? That day, you took me on an outing organized by your unit. I remember that when I had lunch that day, I suddenly had a stomachache, which made me roll on the ground. You were crying. At this time, it was he and Uncle Zhang in your office who picked me up, stopped a car and took me to the hospital. Do you know? Just as he picked me up, I suddenly felt that he was like a father. I felt that the blurred image that had been sketched in my heart was suddenly clear. I lay in his arms, feeling so warm, so warm.

“從此，我心中的這個愿望愈來愈強烈了，我去偷偷地調(diào)查過了，媽媽，張叔叔也是單身的，真的。媽媽，也許您沒發(fā)覺，他一直在暗中照顧著我們，我看出他對您很有感情。

"Since then, this desire in my heart has become stronger and stronger. I have secretly investigated it. Mum and Uncle Zhang are single, really. Mom, maybe you didn't realize that he has been taking care of us secretly. I can see that he has a lot of feelings for you.

“媽媽，您是不是有時覺得寂寞？您整天拼命地工作，是不是想從寂寞中解脫？我還常常能看到您，呆呆地坐在書桌前，若有所思地想著什么，您是寂寞的，的的確確是寂寞的。我過去不懂事，不會和您說說心里話，只會煩您。但我還是覺得，您該有個伴了。女兒即將長大成人，不可能永遠伴在您的身邊，您該有個伴，來陪您度過晚年。

"Mom, do you feel lonely sometimes? Do you want to be free from loneliness by working hard all day? I can often see you sitting in front of your desk, thinking about something, you are lonely, it is really lonely. I didn't know what to say, I won't talk to you, I will only annoy you. But I still think it's time for you to have a company. Your daughter is about to grow up. She can't be with you forever. You should have a companion to spend your old age with you.

“媽媽，我曾聽外婆講過，您當時不改嫁是為了我，您說，怕我吃苦。媽媽，如今女兒已長大了，您也該找個伴了，也許您還在思念死去的爸爸，那么長的歲月依舊沒有能沖淡您那深深的思念。但是，媽媽，您知道，失去的是再也回不來的。我想，只要您能過上幸福的生活，九泉之下的爸爸是一定會覺得寬慰的。

"Mom, I've heard from grandma that you didn't remarry for me at that time. You said, I'm afraid of suffering. Mom, now that your daughter has grown up, it's time for you to find a partner. Maybe you are still missing your dead father, so long time still can't dilute your deep thoughts. But, mom, you know, what is lost is never to come back. I think, as long as you can live a happy life, jiuquanxia's father will feel relieved.

“媽媽，您聽我說，給我找個爸爸，給您自己找個伴侶吧，您就聽女兒一次吧，求求您了……”

"Mom, listen to me, find me a father, find yourself a partner, just listen to your daughter once, please..."

我哭泣著搖動媽媽的臂膀，猛地驚醒了過來，原來是一場夢，但臉上已滿是淚水?？赡切┰挿置骶褪窍胝f給媽媽聽的知心話啊，媽媽是不是聽到了呢？

I cried and shook my mother's arm. I woke up suddenly. It was a dream, but my face was full of tears. But those words clearly are the intimate words that I want to say to my mother. Did my mother hear them?