昏暗的燈火下一對(duì)父子正在吃飯,安靜的飯桌上父親面無表情,靜靜地吃著碗里的飯。兒子小心翼翼地觀察著自己的父親,不遠(yuǎn)處的書包里靜靜地躺著這次測(cè)驗(yàn)的卷子。79分的卷子既不算好也不算太差,但是對(duì)一向成績優(yōu)秀的兒子來說,就有點(diǎn)失水準(zhǔn)了。
Under the dim lights, a father and son are eating. On the quiet table, the father has no expression and quietly eats the rice in the bowl. The son watched his father carefully, and the test paper lay quietly in the bag not far away. The score of 79 is neither good nor too bad, but it's a little out of line for the son who has always done well.
“這次考得怎么樣了?”良久,沉默是金的父親終于發(fā)話了。
"How was the test?" For a long time, Kim's silent father finally spoke.
“7……79分?!睙o法從父親的語氣中感受到任何感情的兒子小心回答了父親的提問,并緊緊盯著父親那張好像盤石般堅(jiān)毅的臉。
"7... 79 points. " Unable to feel any emotion from his father's tone, the son carefully answered his father's questions and stared at his father's face as firm as a rock.
沒有表情!即使是聽到兒子成績下降的時(shí)候,那張熟悉的臉龐就像一潭死水一樣波瀾不驚。看到這里,兒子有些失望地低下了頭,默默吃著碗里的飯。
No expression! Even when he heard that his son's performance was declining, the familiar face was as calm as a pool of stagnant water. Seeing this, my son lowered his head in disappointment and ate the rice in the bowl in silence.
曾幾何時(shí),父親會(huì)對(duì)自己的成功感到欣慰,會(huì)為自己的失敗而感到可惜,父子倆一起高興一起傷心,可是現(xiàn)在的父親……臉上麻木的表情,沒有絲毫的感情,兒子的成敗仿佛跟他沒有關(guān)系一樣。
Once upon a time, my father would be happy with his success and feel sorry for his failure. My father and my son were happy and sad together, but now my father The numb expression on his face has no emotion. His success or failure seems to have nothing to do with him.
多少次兒子拿著第一的成績?cè)诟赣H面前炫耀,父親也僅僅只有一聲簡簡單單的回應(yīng)。同學(xué)們所說的進(jìn)步的獎(jiǎng)勵(lì)、成功的慶祝,這一切兒子都不曾擁有。同時(shí),同學(xué)們所說的父母對(duì)成績下降的怒火、嚴(yán)厲的呵責(zé),到了父親這里連一個(gè)簡單的表情也換不到。想到這里,兒子不禁有些神傷。
How many times did the son show off in front of his father with the first grade? The father only had a simple response. All the awards for progress and the celebrations for success that the students said were not owned by their sons. At the same time, what the students said was that the parents were angry and scolded severely for the decline of their grades. Even a simple expression could not be changed when they arrived at their father. Thinking of this, my son could not help but feel a little sad.
又是一陣無言的沉默,只有咀嚼下咽的聲音。
Another silent silence, only the sound of chewing and swallowing.
忽然父親放下碗筷,兒子有些驚喜地抬頭?!澳阆氤孕┦裁??我明天去買?!备赣H沒頭沒尾的話語讓兒子有些驚訝,木然的回答之后,又是一陣可怕的沉默。
Suddenly the father put down the chopsticks and the son raised his head in surprise. "What would you like to eat? I'll buy it tomorrow. " The father's endless words surprised his son, and after a stoic answer, there was a terrible silence.
兒子低頭細(xì)想父親剛才的話:這是在關(guān)心我嗎?如此簡單的話語讓兒子難以抓住其中的意義。
The son looked down and thought over what his father had just said: is this about me? Such simple words make it difficult for the son to grasp the meaning.
望著父親起身離去的背影,兒子有些茫然。看著洗碗池前父親忙碌的背影,兒子忽然覺得有種想哭的沖動(dòng),眼淚在眼眶中直打轉(zhuǎn)。也許吧,這就是父親關(guān)心人的方式!雖然很簡單,也很容易傷人,但這也是一種愛吧!兒子忽然覺得父親的表情不再木訥了,像死水一樣的父親仿佛又增添了新的活力。兒子趕緊上前與父親并肩站在一起,幫他洗碗。忽然兒子好像看到父親笑了,笑得像鐵樹開花一樣燦爛。
Looking at the back of his father's departure, his son was at a loss. Looking at the father's busy back before the sink, the son suddenly felt that he wanted to cry, and the tears rolled in his eyes. Maybe, that's how Dad cares about people! Although it's very simple and easy to hurt people, it's also a kind of love! The son suddenly felt that his father's expression was no longer dull, and the father like stagnant water seemed to add new vitality. The son hurriedly came forward and stood side by side with his father to help him wash the dishes. Suddenly, the son seemed to see his father smile, smiling like an iron tree blooming.
這也是一種愛,飯桌上無言的愛。
It's also a kind of love, wordless love at the table.