記憶之輪飛速旋轉(zhuǎn)著，搜索著過(guò)往種種。閉眼，回憶，往事如煙；定格，播放，此事難忘。

The wheel of memory is spinning rapidly, searching for the past. Close your eyes, recollect, the past is like smoke; freeze frame, play, it's unforgettable.

考試受挫，心中抑郁。某個(gè)星期六。媽媽說(shuō)去靈山大佛，求佛保佑我學(xué)習(xí)天天向上。本無(wú)去意，但一想到考試，我就難受，想著也去拜拜，希望佛可以顯靈。

Frustrated in the exam, depressed in the heart. One Saturday. Mother said to go to Lingshan Buddha, pray for Buddha to bless me to study day by day. I didn't mean to go, but when I thought about the exam, I felt bad. I thought about going to worship, hoping that the Buddha could manifest.

陰雨。長(zhǎng)途顛簸，終于到站。雨細(xì)而密，極像我的心情。老媽牽著我的手，興致勃勃，雷厲風(fēng)行，剛跨過(guò)門(mén)檻就急著去買香，置我于不顧。我于是無(wú)目的地晃蕩著閑逛。這應(yīng)該屬于寺廟吧，低矮的房子，古樸素雅。寺內(nèi)游人絡(luò)繹不絕。環(huán)顧四周，有一尊笑得極開(kāi)懷的佛像，人們不停地去摸它的身子，希望得到保佑。

Rainy. After a long journey, I finally arrived at the station. The rain is fine and dense, very similar to my mood. My mother led me by the hand. She was very excited and vigorous. As soon as she crossed the threshold, she hurried to buy Incense and ignored me. So I wandered aimlessly. This should belong to temples, low houses, simple and elegant. There is an endless stream of tourists in the temple. Looking around, there is a smiling Buddha statue. People keep touching its body, hoping to be blessed.

我低著頭，踢著地上的水行進(jìn)著。我心中越發(fā)地憋屈，于是掉頭跑進(jìn)大堂，雙膝跪地，兩掌合十，閉眼，祈禱，三叩首。禮畢，我站起身朝后堂走去。

I lowered my head and kicked the water on the ground. My heart was more and more suffocating, so I turned around and ran into the hall, kneeling on my knees, palms together, eyes closed, prayed, and kowtowed three times. At the end of the ceremony, I stood up and walked towards the back hall.

沒(méi)什么值得留戀。我一直走著，突然發(fā)現(xiàn)不遠(yuǎn)處有一小門(mén)，鑲嵌在墻里面。門(mén)很矮，紅色的漆已開(kāi)始剝落，估計(jì)有些年頭了。門(mén)栓上銹跡斑斑，門(mén)鏈看上去卻顯得比較顯眼，锃亮的，錯(cuò)雜地來(lái)回纏繞著，千絲萬(wàn)縷，恨不得把整扇門(mén)都封鎖起來(lái)。我抽出褲袋里的兩只手，想去推，但又在半空中停住了。是鎖了的。我這樣想，又將兩只手放回口袋之中。站在門(mén)前，我注視著這門(mén)，正欲轉(zhuǎn)身離開(kāi)，一個(gè)尼姑出現(xiàn)在我眼前。

Nothing to be missed. I have been walking, suddenly found a small door not far away, inlaid in the wall. The door is very short. The red paint has begun to peel off. It is estimated that it has been some years. The bolt is rusty, but the door chain looks conspicuous. It's shiny and intricately twined back and forth. I wish I could seal the whole door. I took out two hands from my trouser pocket and tried to push them, but I stopped in midair. It's locked. I think so, and put both hands back in my pocket. Standing in front of the door, I looked at the door, was about to turn away, a nun appeared in front of me.

"為什么不試一試？"她微笑著問(wèn)。

&Why don't you try? &She asked with a smile.

"沒(méi)什么好試的。"我面無(wú)表情地走。

&There is nothing to try. &I walked without expression.

"誰(shuí)說(shuō)它一定是鎖的呢？"于是我轉(zhuǎn)身，往回走，木訥地盯著她，她微笑點(diǎn)頭，示意我動(dòng)手。我慢慢抽出手，用力推了一下粗糙的門(mén)面。門(mén)鏈利索地滑落另外，光透了進(jìn)來(lái)，眼前是一片碧綠的菜畦。"跨過(guò)這道檻，前面就是平原。"她拍了拍我的肩走開(kāi)了。

&Who says it must be locked? &So I turned around, walked back, stared at her, she smiled and nodded, beckoning me to start. I slowly took out my hand and pushed hard on the rough door. In addition, the door chain slipped and the light came in. In front of him was a green vegetable plot. &Across the threshold, in front of it is the plain. &She patted me on the shoulder and walked away.

原來(lái)豁然開(kāi)朗的感覺(jué)是幸福的，當(dāng)在陰暗的角落接收到一絲光明的時(shí)候，我發(fā)現(xiàn)門(mén)其實(shí)開(kāi)著，門(mén)外陽(yáng)光明媚！

Originally, the feeling of suddenly open is happy. When I receive a light in the dark corner, I find that the door is actually open and the outside is sunny!